This is a poem I wrote a while ago, that sort of encapsulates how I’m feeling now.
I’m quite overcome with grief
So I wrote this short motif
To try and explain my feelings in an unorthodox way
My soul’s feeling very numb
And my brain’s playing dumb
And I feel so weak, I can barely sit up straight
My eyes are glazing over
The emotion’s getting stronger
I just want to collapse
Right here on my bedroom floor
Why’s the world so cold and scary?
So many horrors, our hearts can’t bear it
Till our emotions overload
And we clench our fists, and go out to join the war